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[Jan. 28th, 2009|11:54 am] |
this has become far too open for my liking. this journal is starting to change into something it was never meant to be. the whole reason for it's creation was so that i could write the things that make my mind tick, go off on a tangent for paragraphs on one fluttering thought that's really not monumental but it could be. that's the thing, i have so much more to write about, but lately, i feel as if i need to shield them. when a lot of you first added me, i had a long post that was "sad" or whatever. the thing is, that's a problem i'd already hurdled, only a pinprick compared to everything else, that was just my current rant of the moment. and the thing is... my journal entries are always like that, this isn't just a phase i'm going through, something to last a month. my mind isn't the brightest flashlight in the dark. i mean, i idolize edgar allen poe for christ's sake and look at his shitty life. he's more famous for his death and his horrific arrangements than any of his works.
basically, what i'm trying to say is i'm cutting a lot of people. it's not meant to hurt anyone personally, so please don't take it that way. it's just i can't share that much with all of you... i find myself restricting what i type and that defeats the purpose. i find myself writing things so that people know how to comment, when really, i think i'm fine if no one ever does as long as i know a single person is reading it and maybe... on the brink of having felt something similar, yet completely different, in the past.
i'm having trouble explaining this, so if it doesn't make sense, i'm sorry. i've decided to make ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) awesomazing active so i could stay in touch with all of you guys. but if you can't see the locked posts on this journal anymore, please remove it from your friends list. thanks. |
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[Feb. 26th, 1992|07:11 am] |
comment to be considered | meaningless journal full of meaningless thoughts
why do you want access to this? |
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